intermezzo: an unexpected chit-chat

I barely know her. I know her hubby yet.
Yesterday she called me via her hubby ym.
She started by saying "how are you" and I started to suspicious, was she trying to sell something to me or what. Ha ha ha.

Help! Butuh kursus "Minta Maaf yang Baik&Benar"!!!

Bagi beberapa orang, khususnya yang terdekat, saya dikenal dengan Ms. Complain.
Adaaa aja yang bisa saya komplenkan, apalagi kalo sudah berurusan dengan customer service. Bagi saya sebenarnya gak masalah punya julukan seperti itu, walopun kadang-kadang jujurrrr, saya agak merasa tertuduh. Masak iya sih saya sebegitu rewelnya? Hiks.
Well let's say that saya kurang bisa menerima kalo terjadi hal-hal yang tidak seharusnya, apalagi kalo menimpa saya, haha...

thing will never be the same

Kau bilang begitu.

Missing you - thing will never be the same.

Tapi aku tak tahu untuk siapa kautujukan kalimat itu.

Mungkin untuk dia.

Tapi hal yang sama aku rasakan.

Keadaan tidak akan pernah sama lagi.

my first tiny little step

Whew... barusan menghadap bos dan menyatakan niat suci buat resign...
Gak gampang banget, soalnya gue udah bareng dia lama banget dan gue udah nyaman banget sama tempat ini.
Tapi hati gue udah mulai ribut.
Gak ada yang salah dengan tempat ini, the ambience is nice, the people are great.
It's my heart.
So I must bid farewell pretty soon.

T I R E D

Honestly...
I'm tired of thinking about we're going to elaborate on next edition
I'm tired of arranging meetings and schedules
I'm tired of facing vague-minded leaders
I'm tired of doing this, and not doing what I love the most

wedding preparation (updated 15.12.09)

Minggu ini kita rapel survei bridal, hehe.
Hari Minggu ke Kalysa Bridal, Gading. Tertarik udah di situ, harga 4,950 juta dapet gaun + make up, make up buat 2 mama, make up + gaun pengapit, HB, dan retouch, bisa dateng ke tempat, hehehe....

wedding preparation (updated 12.12.09)

Setelah sempat hampir konflik gara-gara venue, it's fixed, kita akan pilih Fortuna Palais. Udah survei-survei ke tempat laen, ternyata kurang sreg. Pelni oke, tapi gak full karpet. Angkasa Pura menarik, tapi udah full! Hebat banget dah tuh gedung, hehe...
Rencananya next Thursday bakal DP. Deg-degan juga sih, hehe...
Kemaren, 11 Des 09... setahun lagi nih!
I'll be counting days, tahun depan, by this date, I will be a wife, yihi! :D

unthoughtful or underestimate?

So there's a friend of mine. She invited me to come with her to Singapore, next year. Sure enough, I refused politely. I mean, it's not that cheap, and I'm saving for my marriage next year. Then she said, "It's on me. We'll go there to celebrate my birthday."
Okaaaaay....

2 weddings in a row (5-6 Dec '09)

Entah ada apa dengan tanggal ini, yang pasti Jakarta penuh dengan acara meritan akhir minggu pada tanggal 5-6 Desember.
As I personally attended two weddings on those dates, they are:

wedding preparation (updated 08.12.09)

So far juara venue masih tetep Fortuna Palais.... Keluarga (diwakilin adek) udah liat dan oke2 aja... Love how my parents support me. They basically do not have problem with where will the wedding banquet is held, as long as it goes along with our plan, and our budget too. :)

this selfish me

This morning I felt so awful...

I yelled at my sweetheart. Hiks.

So I was asking someone's address via YM, in the middle of our talking about our marriage. He was about to tell me something when I was chatting then. He poked me at the pitarm and instantly I jolted and yelled (I'm not proud of it, really): "WHAT?!!"

I could see surprise in his eyes and I recognized his body language as he answered me jokingly, "Ok ok, go on chatting, til you finished up, then we'll talk." I knew he was quite hurt.

wedding preparation (updated 2.12.09)

Udah ke Mitzi Bridal Sabtu kemaren. Karena temennya Darwin-Dea, kita dapet potongan harga, hehehe... 6 juta untuk gaun & make up. Gaunnya eksklusif dan make up by senior beautician. Duuh, suka banget ma gaunnya... Hiasannya bunga-bunga gitu, tapi kayak emboss dan bukan kristal. I happened to be not a blink-blink person.
Tapi karena 1 juta di atas budget kita, akhirnya coba cari tempat laen. Lagipula kata mamanya bee, harga sewa gaun 3,5 juta itu mahal...