Rindu Itu....

Kalau kau merindukan seseorang, tapi kau tak tahu harus bicara apa dengannya nanti saat bertemu, apa yang kaulakukan?

a. Mengiriminya chat, sekadar basa-basi walaupun deg-degan akan bagaimana nanti kelanjutannya.
b. Nekat mengajaknya bertemu, lalu buru-buru ajak teman-teman yang lain biar suasana gak garing.
c. Menelan kembali rasa rindu itu, karena kau tahu, yang kaurindukan sebenarnya adalah kenangannya, momennya, bukan orangnya.

Orang berubah. Yang dulunya mungkin menjadi curahan hatimu tanpa ragu, saat ini menjadi orang paling akhir yang tahu.
Tidak apa-apa, itulah dinamika kehidupan. Tata kembali saja perasaanmu, fokus pada apa yang sudah seharusnya menjadi prioritasmu.

Ada rindu yang tak perlu ditindaklanjuti, kok.

My sister is married now.

Well, yesterday was the precise date, 22 November 2014, when she was married to the love of her life. They have been through ups-and-downs, tears and laughters, so many things I believe that had made them grow even stronger in commitment.

It is pretty strange that she no longer lives in this house. I've been used to living with her like for ages. Though we didn't see each other very often, didn't really chat very deeply, yet I knew, she slept next to my room, and whenever I heard her voice, I knew she was home safely.

There are some things that I might found them annoying, as her habits of using like 2 or 3 glasses in a day, how she put her things anywhere, unfinished meals in fridge and sometimes they would be left decaying inside. Honestly, I was a bit relieved knowing I wouldn't encounter those things anymore.

But now she is truly gone, I felt a small thump in my core. Like a little hole there. My parents would go home too by this Friday, and soon I would be alone with my boy again during the daylights.

I'm happy for you, lil sis. I hope you have a very happy married life!!! But I already missed you :'(