Changing theme - again

Cause that's what  I love to do :p

For a steady person, I'm quite fond of changes, in some aspects. I would love to try new menu, for example, thing that is a nightmare for some people I know.

And of course, changing blog or phone themes like this.

Guess I'm not that steady :)

a decade of a broken heart

I don't know why it's getting stronger recently.

Every night, you come crawling into my mind.  Flipping open the memory, torturing me with the warm feeling I once had every time we were talking. Yet, every conversation, every sweet gestures of yours would be swept away once I recalled this sentence:

"No, there's nothing going on between us."

as blessed as

Maybe I'm just being jealous.

Jealous that she seems to enjoy her life so much, that she looks so lucky.

Having a husband who loves her so much. Wait... mine too!

Having a healthy-looking and happy baby. Wait again... mine is too!!

Having tons of money to enjoy great gourmet, buy branded stuff, going to cities and countries....

Okay, this one, I might not have as much as she does.

But I'm not in want! I still can buy stuff that I like (psst, I've been buying things for weeks, not really happy about it anyway, since I found 'retail therapy' is in the list of 22-habits-of-unhappy-people), I still can travel, though not luxuriously.

Says who I'm less than her?

I just don't spread it to the whole world.

I'm as blessed as she is :)

- and this revelation just came during me writing this! Writing is a great-working therapy! :)

unhappy

How would you feel if you found out that you have at least 7 of 22 signs of unhappy people?

 

 

 

been too long!

Hari ini iseng-iseng kirim CV untuk apply jadi penerjemah freelance di sebuah penerbit.

Udah attach CV, giliran mau cuap-cuap, eh, jadi mati gaya.

Tulis ini, apus. Ketik itu, delete. Kayaknya semua serba salah, dan gw malah jadi gak pede dengan kemampuan bahasa Inggris DAN Indonesia gw!

O.o"

HELP!!! Kelamaan gak nulis, gak create something T.T